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Writer's Block: Bless you!
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Writer's Block: R.I.P
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hug me, love me, burn me, and scatter me across the sky. turn me into the air, wind and your breathe. 



What do you want done with your body after you die?

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砂だらけ
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When things in your life seem, almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class 
and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open Areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively
filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor, as the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things - family,
children, health, Friends, and Favorite passions – 
Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, Your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else --The small stuff.

'If you put the sand into the jar first,' He continued,
there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are important to you.

So...

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play With your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.

There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.

'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled
'I'm glad you asked'.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
There’s always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

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もしこれって人生だとしたら、私はとても詰まらない人間だわ
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it occured to me today, that. what I am now, where I am now, and what I am doing. did not really differ that much as the me from 4 years ago when I've just graduated from TP. 

lets see. 

we graduated in April 4 years ago, had our design school graduate show followed by the graduation ceremony and stuff. I didn't really do anything much after that. the only time where I was probably preoccupied and had made an important decision was when I applied for the Ambassy of Japan monbusho scholarship. which was around in June. this year I came to Melbourne in June.

thereafter I remained jobless. usually I was at home, well, once in a while I went out, met some friends. otherwise I was at home reading Sandman and probably some other manga series. did some sketches occassionally, wrote stories, and of course watched anime, etc. slept and awoke at timing opposite to what normal humans usually do. not that much different from what I am been doing now too. in fact, that is exactly what I had turned into doing in Melbourne too. procrastinating. 

then in July/August, I took up a freelance job after a reccommandation from a friend. 4 years ago. some simple project, but it got kind of draggy till completion.

some time back in August I helped out Linus with his storyboard. another simple task that sort of got dragged out. too.

so for about half a year after I graduated I remained pretty much jobless, before finally starting work in movingbits s an animator in October, after an interview. then in December I received the news that I got the monbusho scholarship. 

December. 

makes me really want to laugh at myself right now. 

the pessimistic me definitely will not be able to even crack up a smile, at such patheticness.

but the optimistic me smirked. 
 


...was what went through in my mind and occured to me when I was showering just now in the bathroom. 


on a sidenote, I was so preoccupied with the thoughts of all-the-above-mentioned in the shower just now, I amusingly mistaken the conditioner for shampoo and only realized it after I squeezed it out onto my palm. letting out a surprised gasp followed by a sigh, the swirly lump of conditioner remained on my right palm.

because I decided not to waste it. then I took the shampoo and washed my hair with just my left hand. 


that is the kind of person I am. 

so stupid. 
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musing
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this made me lol-ed. hahaha, twitter timeline ftw.
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いいんじゃない?
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it only came true for 3 years.

I am going to live the rest of my life chasing it again. 

haha, what a realization. this feeling. is like laughing and cying at the same time, neither truly feeling sad at all nor amazing happy, but just moving on forward yet again.

まぁ いいんじゃない?
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oh shit
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the caffeine overdose is turning me into a monster.
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ひらめいた!!!
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idea.

THE IDEA OF A FILM/STORY JUST POPS INTO MY HEAD!!!!! OMGGGGGGG

needs. to. write. this down. immediately. 

after such a looooonng time without having thoughts about any ideas. 

so excited now! even though it is, kind of, strange...

but, no deny that a spark has lit in my heart!!!



ahh, what am I thinking seriously! D; 

but somehow, the cloudiness seems to clear up a little...
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supposedly on today
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新海誠 新作「猫の集会」



this is uber cute lol

makes my day <3




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sore demo
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 ok enough of all the bad things. lets rant about the anime I am so loving this season!

それでも町は廻っている ED



それでも町は廻っている OP



sore machi!!! another one of Akiyuki Shinbo's best anime yet again <3 really, can't get enough love of Akiyuki Shinbo's works. and I just realized Hotori's seiyuu is the same as Maka's! no wonder I found it sounds so familiar <3 (on a side note, TV is showing rerun of Soul Eater right at this moment! XD)


and the other anime I am going crazy over this season is Shinryaku! Ika Musume lol and Zakuro. Zakuro is really sweet. ah when all these school stuffs is over and I get my laptop, I am going to have a marathon like mad on all these animes, plus Elfen Lied too. its so troublesome to stream them online ~_~ and I really have no time to watch any anime nowadays unless if they happened to show on TV and I saw them, like how I found out about Sore Machi and Zakuro. =3





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